gosh i got so many things to say but i just don't know where to start =[
wells i guess you can say that when everythings just seemd perfect there is always someone there to reck your fun. everyone keeps telling me to forgive and forget but i just don't see how people can do that, i mean they were once the people who made your life hell and you didn't have anyone to turn to, some people say that you are just living in the past and crap but i can't forget that big section of my life with out being so dam fake.
at times i just want to let everything out that i keep bottled up, but when i let it all out it goes out to the wrong person. just don't want to hurt no one anymore coz it took me a while that what they are doing to me i doing the exact same thing bak to them =[
but for some reason i just can't let go, forgive and forget i rather keep everything locked up then hurt someone eles =[ and seem like a giant bitch.
i guess at times like this i should be used to the situation coz i keep getting my self bak in them agains. everyone always say u are always so happy and smile every where u go n crap but is that a true smile? is that the real me?
i can't stand lying n being so dam fake no mores, i can't live the rest of my life like this. right nows everyone just seems happi and nothing to worry bout and i just don'e want to reck their fun n crap nothing is how it use to be everything just changed =[ gosh i hate change but i guess i havw to live through it. school suxs! home suxs! everything just suxs but there is always that one person who could put a real smile on your face =] i just hate everything i hate the the person i am i hate the life i live in just bloody evrything.
i just wanna leave or just get away from everything, it may seem like nuffin but yeah.
she/him just make me so pissed it time i see shim i just don't know what to do or who i am really pissed at myself or shim =[ y are there stoopid little things so dam complicated grRrrs i just want to chuck some ting right nows =[
wells anyways i'm outs

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christine would like to welcome you to Pure Cherrie - her place to express her thoughts/emotions & bitch about things that piss her off. the layout @ the moment is version 6 featuring Rainie Yang from Meteor Garden - which was all made by me. so don't tax =D. =D.

the name is christine also known as cherrie, the 14 of june is the day you should all remember; she was born as a chinky/laos girl at the moment she's in 10th grade and educated @ BPHS and is happiest when i'm with my girls OR when i go shopping =);

=); Christine dislike people who are fake; if you have something to say to me then just say it, i don't mind if it's bad or good but as long as we get it in the open! i can be contacted on lidoOl.cherrie@hotmail.com

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